March 29, 2010

What is it with Mikes?

I don't know why "The Mikes" ( not their real name) of the world turn out to be the loves of my life. Sort of.
It started when I was twelve when Mike #1 showed an interest in me. I had developed breasts fairly early and realized the new power they gave me over men and boys. I could totally veer off course to breast talk but this post is about "The Mikes"
So Mike #1 wasn't a very nice Mike. I was only 12 but I'm fairly sure he had an abusive household.

It took six years to meet Mike #2. I loved him immediately. He was 21 and fresh out of the Army. I had never met anyone like him. In the service he was a Paratrooper and really fucking confident. He once told me the only thing the Army taught him to do was kill people. Again I digress. He also knew how to make me cum . The memory of Mike #2 and everything we shared good and bad has haunted me for 27 years. My heart ached for years because of a choice I made. The dreams I would have over the years... always the same thing.
In my dreams I always want to tell him something but in the 100's of Mike#2 dreams I never get to tell him. I still keep track of where he is. Thank you Internet!

When I discovered Ashley Madison in 2007 I met Mike#3. The whole story of how I ended up on a married but wanting to cheat dating site isn't relative at the moment. Mike#3 and I wrote emails and talked on the phone for hours sometimes. When I met him in the Denny's Parking lot for the first time he looked like everything I find attractive. Neither of us expected to feel the way we did. He said that it was like being at the top of the world when he was with me and then he would be so down when he had to go back to his real life. But he's a family man and broke it off with me before we had the chance to have sex. It's safe to say we were falling in love and that was not an option for us. I was heart broken and felt an emptiness I hadn't felt since Mike#2. There are actually updates to Mike#3 but I'm saving that for another time.

At last Mike#4. Actually, all this Mike talk has worn me out. So to be continued....

Next post you'll meet Mike#4 and Mike#3 will again tempt me.

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